really???

my good lord...

has it really been THAT long since i last posted?
i haven't really heed that i've really really been missing this blog.

i guess it's a lot easier to swirl in your own cloud of thoughts, instead of get a grasp of reality.
truth is, i'm a rip off.
a fake.

i haven't even been honoring my own thoughts by pouring it into writings.
i've just been busy blaming it all on life.
busy playing "the victim".

anyways...
it's a brand new day now.

this is a crossroad.
should i take the left turn? to which lead to some more uncertainty?
or should i take the right turn? the road is a lot smoother, a lot safer. but will it get me "THERE"?

we don't know.
that's why they call it "the mystery of life"...

after all, i've got many choices, and still a long way to reach the finish line.

well, what the heck!